Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Today.

I woke up after a good night's sleep.
I went and had a productive group meeting about our exoplanet project.
I watched some funny videos.
I went to class, first and second half.
I came home and made dinner,
I did some makeup work for class while watching lost.
I went to a Bej's with K,
I played guitar,
I taught calculus.
I am going to bed early to go to work tomorrow.
Just regular, just what I needed,
Thank you.
I could do this again sometime.

Friday, May 7, 2010

blah blah blah blah blah

blah blah blah blah no motivation blah blah blah
blah blah

blah blah blah
lets get trashed.

blah.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

pizza egg saves lives.

ooooooooooooooohhhhh godddddddddddddddddddddd i'm having that midlife crisis i have every so often where i realize i might be crazy.

this time it was because i was looking at a picture of myself that was really regular of me just standing by myself at a party and it was FREAKING ME OUT because if there is a photograph of me then i was NOT invisible that night. and i hate not being invisible when i think i am. and then i turned over and looked at my cat wall and then started to say hi cat hi cat hi cat hi upside-down cat to each cat. and then i thought, oh god, i may have a chronic mental illness.

but that was just a mini midlife crisis. i think i may be over it now. i like to push all thoughts like that out of my head and remember that i'm just regular and boring.

last night was pleasant. i was Very Friendly. everyone got plenty of hugs and kisses and i love yous. i ran and leapt into my husbands arms multiple times. my memory of that event favors the idea that i was just like an angel swiftly floating into an embrace but i fear in reality it was more akin to a bull driving a monster truck and hurling itself towards a Riff-Raff. i think i'll stick with my version.

what am i doing this summer?

if there is one thing that college taught me is that i just want to Play. play play play play play play.

i got out of bed today and yesterday and the day before. maybe i can keep it up. i'm going to keep it up. because what can i do if not get out of bed each morning?