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There are a lot of things I could say right now. But I'm not sure what  is the one appropriate.

None of them probably. Oh my. What should I say?

But by appropriate I mean, which one am I least ashamed of.

Nothing is shameful is the thing.

Just stupid.

Good.

I don't know. Everything is going well. Everything is going fine. 

Had a good conversation with someone tonight though, which was very pleasant, and actually reassuring to some extent.

Everything is as it should be, but I get sort of bored of that quite easily.

I like everything the way it is. But I find it incredibly mundane. I need change, but I'm afraid of it. 

But everything is good. Everything seems plain right now, but maybe that's a good thing.

WHY YES, I HAVE BEEN MAKING THE STUPIDEST STUPIDEST STUPIDEST CHOICES. AND YES, I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO NEED TO STOP. THE CONSEQUENCES ARE NOT ENTIRELY UNSERIOUS.

i've been trying to remember proper ettiquete. but i can't recall anything i am right now. ******sorry.

ughhhhhhh

UGH

I have a lot to say. But I am too drunk to say it right now.

I managed to not acquire the racism and antisemitism and homophobia and all the other hatred he tried to teach me. Except for the hatred of women.

That one just seemed so reasonable. So right.

Watching my father interact with his two toddlers is very much like watching him be a father for the first time.

Bittersweet.

on my way homeeeeeee

I LIE AND I CHEAT AND I LIE AND I CHEAT I LIE AND I CHEAT I LIE AND I CHEAT

AND THEN I'M SURPRISED WHEN I AM DISAPPOINTED BY THE RESULTS.







LITERALLY. WHAT AM I DOING.



I BELIEVE THE SOLUTION TO THIS PROBLEM IS TO MAKE A DELICIOUS STRAWBERRY BLUEBERRY BANANA SMOOTHIE, POUR THE REST OF MY GIN IN THERE, AND SMOKE FOUR CIGARETTES WHILE I WAIT FOR MY LAUNDRY TO BE DONE. THEN BUY BEER.

Yes, I believe I will feel better then.

xdcfvgjhbkjklnuiyutcvg bnbvyxdcvbknl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

literally shut up right now.

chronically tired.

dudeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yer doin it wronggggggggg

I'm soooooooooo popular.

fuuuuuuuuck ittttttttttttt aaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

skipping class.

lolz.

failing out right before i graduate ftw.

everything going right in my life.

can't imagine why so miserable.

would like to nap for three days while the world on pause.

what to do.

Spent too much money on a very short trip to Colorado. Need to breathe some fresh mountain air and stay with an amazing family.

Will be great if I can get over crippling guilt over spending money on myself. Why is it so much easier to send my mother to Disney World than sending myself to anywhere?

everything i ded

LOL

SRSLY DYING

LOL