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There are a lot of things I could say right now. But I'm not sure what  is the one appropriate.

None of them probably. Oh my. What should I say?

But by appropriate I mean, which one am I least ashamed of.

Nothing is shameful is the thing.

Just stupid.

Good.

I don't know. Everything is going well. Everything is going fine. 

Had a good conversation with someone tonight though, which was very pleasant, and actually reassuring to some extent.

Everything is as it should be, but I get sort of bored of that quite easily.

I like everything the way it is. But I find it incredibly mundane. I need change, but I'm afraid of it. 

But everything is good. Everything seems plain right now, but maybe that's a good thing.